i wanna get married and have babies soon. i want to settle down. im sick of not being inlove. im sick of dealing with shitty boys.

i want to friggin find someone i get along with and who is right for me. im really sick of this shit.

i miss will ( Read more... )

Big Willy Style: im startin to super love you
Big Willy Style: like i used to love you for who i thought you were, then what i thought you could be, but after this weekend I really love you for who you are, and thats the love of my life my darling baby
Big Willy Style: so be mine
Big Willy Style: ok?

my boyfriend wont do me.

thats cool.

happy anniversary to me and will. one year. gosh ( Read more... )

me and will want to move to portland ( Read more... )

monday im starting a 2 week cleanse
maybe even 3 until i lose 10-15lbs
it worked before when i was in highschool, its called the sacred heart diet
then im going to go vegan for a lil (with ww help)
and see if i can stay that way til Will's bday

i video chatted with aprylle today!

andddd

i hung out with jared and watched him play bike polo

i get to see alexis tomorrow

and ben labadie on sunday

sleeping alone tonight wont be so bad with dawsons creek in the background.

i just ate a tub of black razz ice cream

im trying to get my own life without will, it just takes some effort.

everything is going deece i guess.

i am jobless
chubby, but working out everyday and watching what i eat

but stuff is okay

money might become an issue soon!

yeaaa ( Read more... )