i don't think, anymore, that the Holy Spirit with me ( Read more... )

when you walk through the grass ( Read more... )

her name is Miriam.  she's a sweet, slim girl with a shy face and a ready smile.  almost two years younger than my little sister.  she's been married twice already.  first time, she was sixteen.  after two years of sex with no children, he ran off to the big city and got caught with another girl.  end of marriage one.

the second time she was ( Read more... )

...and, i was going to post a really kooky 'image' of them, except i realized after i tried that i can't post any 'images' that aren't already online. bummer. anyway, i'll just say they're awesome, and i love them ( Read more... )

new page, new day ( Read more... )

sister on the planet. no kidding. she's awesome. so is her music, which i find i was needing more than i thought i was. freedom is amazing, you know? freedom to just do whatever the heck you need to do, without constantly worrying about shoulds and shouldn'ts or mighthavebeens or whatifs... why not just take a minute to *be*? fyi: sound is ( Read more... )

i love music anymore. no, seriously. people who love things do them or think about them or have them around all the time. i can barely remember to push the play button. i don't even know what i want to listen to. and when i do listen, i spend the whole time feeling guilty for not writing my own stuff, but when i do write my own stuff i feel ( Read more... )

blah blah blah. what am i doing here? got to remember in all the goal-setting that the goal is always Him. Him, Him, Him. not me, not my happiness (that's supposed to come along with it), not my own ideas of how things are supposed to work. just talked to my sister, who's brilliant, and witty, and... sad... and... in denial, by her own ( Read more... )

and its hot.  i mean really hot.  and dusty.  i just dusted practically the whole house, sweating like a pig, just to satisfy my compulsiveness.  in an hour it will look exactly the same.  ::sigh ( Read more... )

I learned something very important yesterday ( Read more... )