RAnDNom

[carpe_noctum_93]

This blissful blackness. It’s all I've known for a long time now. They speak of the artists and the masters as gin-blossomed drunks. What then of me this mind-fogged author-creature that I am? Barely writing, or producing a mere word.Smoking like a chimney. Thoughts swim in my head oh so blurringly fast and my fingers are frozen. Life-- Art screams

Comments

[haddayr]

This is very good, and very hard to read (emotionally).

[carpe_noctum_93]

thanks. I'm sorry.

[haddayr]

OH, Rachel. Please never never apologize for speaking your truth. It was hard to read simply because I care about you and hate to see you in such pain. Speak your heart loud and proud, honey -- heartbroken and angry and rageful and strong.