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[yammerer_willow]

I slapped his hand away. "I AM NOT HIS MOTHER" I said. That was in a selfish way something that bothered me. I knew that he couldn't technically have kids and that Connor was a miracle, but the fact that Connor would never truly be my son...not that it really mattered, I did love him, but it did effect my emotions sometimes

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[championbrooder]

I moved closer to her. Dammit, but she hurt me bad. "That's...not true. You're still...a good person. I trust you." I said, moving even closer to her.

I tried to upll her into my arms. Even though I was in a lot of pain, I wanted her to know that I still loved her and cared for her. And I wasn't going to stop talking about Connor either.

"He needs you...the only mother he's ever known...he loves you so much."

[yammerer_willow]

"No He Doesn't" I said hitting him in the chest. "NO" I kept saying as I slammed my hands into him over and over.

He pulled me closer as I sobbed in his arms. "Just Kill Me!" I begged. I deserved death now, that was the only way I could be good agian."

[championbrooder]

Ow, even more pain and yet I still continue to hold onto to her. "No." I answered her plea for death. "I won't kill you...I will love you."

Her sobbing filled my ears and made my heart ache. "And no matter what you've done...Connor still needs his mother, you."

[yammerer_willow]

I didn't have the energy to fight anymore. "Just kill me." I whispered as I closed my eyes my whole body going limp in his arms.

I just wanted to make this whole day go away. I had done this simply to help Cordelia and lost myself in the process...what had I done?