So I am still hiding from Charles. No I don't regret what we did, I just worry things will be different now. I mean thats obvious, yes it will be different, why wouldn't it? Question is will it be so different that he will be weird around me, or is it me who is the one being weird. He isn't the one avoiding me, I am avoiding him worried about ( Read more... )

( What would happen if Willow were sent to Wesley to help her instead of England... Part four )

( What would happen if Willow were sent to Wesley to help her instead of England... Part Three )

( What would happen if Willow were sent to Wesley to help her instead of England... Part Two )

( What would happen if Willow were sent to Wesley to help her instead of England... Part one )

I knew Angel was less than thrilled with me, but I was going to do this and make him see that this was what I had to do to get what we needed. What mattered now was that I was now in Cordelia's mind, I could see the barrier, and even the fire red glow that is holding her within the visions. I knew that if I didn't stop this soon she will never ( Read more... )

I sit in my original room thinking, focusing, trying not to panic. I wish I knew the outcome already, I wish I knew what was to come, but I didn't. What terrifies me is that I could go completely over the edge and hurting someone ( Read more... )

I had everything in hand, Connor on my arm in his carrier and Angel had his bag and our towels. I have to admit, I was kind of nervous about actually spending the day with the man I love and the kid I adored in the sun, letting the waves rush over us. I don't know why this made me so nervous, maybe because I just waited for something to go wrong ( Read more... )

When I arrived I never thought that I would feel as good as I do now. I was weak, and tired and stressed, not to mention starving. I didn't eat anything last night, I couldn't. I just couldn't bring myself to want to eat anything, which I could tell pained him, but I couldn't help it. I didn't expect though that I would feel so comfortable in ( Read more... )

I had been hiding from my lessons, hiding from the fear that I might hurt someone again. I hadn't spoken to Giles about the dreams, the nightmares I had, didn't want him to worry, and didn’t want him to think that I was just some whiney teenager ( Read more... )