This has been an amazing night, well once we got past me freaking out that Wesley was hurt. I never thought I would be so scared of losing somoene as I was last night. Just two months ago I was trying to learn how to control my magicks, grieving over Tara and wondering if I could ever be loved again, and then Wesley comes along, when I am at my ( Read more... )

The moment I've been working toward for weeks is finally here. Soon Daniel Holtz will be among the living again and Angel will be running scared. I did a lot of research on this Holtz guy and he seems to have a huge bone to pick with Angel. After all, it was Angelus who murdered Holtz's family, and turned his daughter into a soulless creature ( Read more... )

The bar I'm suppose to meet Gavin in is a dive. When I step in, my pumps stick to the floor and I shudder with disgust. Just because most of the patrons are bikers doesn't mean they have to be sloppy with their housekeeping. The waitress, who looks like she's been around the block or two, asks me if I want anything to drink. I'm almost afraid ( Read more... )

There had been an unspoken acknowledgement between me, myself, and I, that moving into the hotel had fully and undeniably prepared me 100% for fatherhood. I realize it was an odd thing to be mulling over in my head continually, but being put on Connor duty nearly 24/7 had given me enough practice in these things. Well, don't get me wrong of course ( Read more... )

So Wesley says that the outfit isn't too much, that I don't have to do anything for him, but I don't like being this timid. I was finally to a point where I could be happy with myself and now I am terrified that I look like a tramp in this outfit. I mean it isn't like I am going out in it, it isn't like I would ever wear this for anyone else, I ( Read more... )

I couldn't believe what I just heard. He kissed Angel, it was a result of the poison and that he loved me. I saw the bites on his neck, it nearly made me ill. I wanted to walk over to Angel and give him a piece of my mind, but there was no time for that. Now I needed to take care of Wesley ( Read more... )

I carry Wes in the front doors of the hotel and lay him on the couch. He's breathing, just unconscious... I tried to be careful and not drink to much... but I couldn't let the poison just stay in his blood stream. And if that was all there was to it, I wouldn't feel the crushing guilt. But no, I enjoyed it.. the blood, even in spite of the bitter ( Read more... )

After shopping at Victoria's Secrets, we drove passed Kitson. You know I had to park and drag her in. I bought a couple of Junk Food Tees, a couple of jeans and some Chick shirts. Hey, if you go shopping with me, expect to do actual shopping ( Read more... )

"Fred," I whispered in her ear, "we should get up. Show people that you're mostly ok." I kissed her ear, then her neck, breathing in the smell of her hair. The bed was warm, and the room was filled with the smell of our love. Nothing sweeter, except maybe her hair ( Read more... )

Angel and I make our ways down to the sewers of Los Angeles. I've brought my crossbow, several stakes, a cross, some holy water, as well as a loaded pistol, just in case. I step gingerly over the largest puddles. "What are we hunting today Angel?" I ask curiously. Though truly it doesn't matter, I'm up for anything. While the research, the ( Read more... )