I think I was absolutely speechless after that concert. I don't care that I wasn't right up front at all, because they were amazing and their energy got to every person in that room. Damn. That was a lot better than the last time they were here, at least for me. It might just be because I didn't know many songs last time and I knew every damn one ( Read more... )

Maybe it's just me...but I'm bummed out. I didn't get into Fredonia for music education, but I got into the college. I don't know what I'm going to do. So many things are crossing my mind right now ( Read more... )

I sat on the Canadian side of the border for eight minutes, staring intently at the maroon Dodge Caravan ahead of me and trying to figure out what cartoon the kids were watching in the back. Finally the border patrol waived them through - he'd deduced that SpongeBob Squarepants had much greater things to worry about than invading US soil. It was my ( Read more... )

I'm so puzzled, but not mad anymore. I'm not angry or bitter at all, as of this moment. It's really great...for now. You know how guys are very simple and have everything pretty much figured out in a flash and girls are so complicated and take FOREVER to make a decision about something? Well, I don't know why, but it isn't going that way, and it ( Read more... )

If you read this livejournal,
even if I don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
It can be good or bad,
just so long as it's happened.
Then post this in your journal.
See what people remember about you.

I don't really want to say much about it. All I know is that things are very different than I thought they would be...or maybe I convinced myself early on that it would be easier than it was ( Read more... )

I'm dissapointed, I'm gonna be honest. I had higher expectations for the Grammy's. Usher didn't even get to accept an award on stage, which really sucked. It ruined my night. Ray Charles won everything that Usher should have. (I know the man is a music legend, but it seems to me that sometimes when a great musical artist dies, they win all the ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to hate this situation. I'm finally in a place where I like my life, and I want to accomplish certain things, but I can't do any of it. I can't even enjoy my life right now. Auditions are my life and I'm really sick of it. I was telling Jess yesterday that I've worked so hard for months (I really don't know how many, but enough ( Read more... )

I don't understand it sometimes ( Read more... )

Morning calls for pain relief, a line above the step beneath the worst that you could do. And the best that you could hope for is hardly the best. Tepid water chase the pills with turpentine and chamomile and don't get cheap with the wine. You need to be up all of the time. Shield your eyes, conceal your lies. Don't blink, everyone's watching. They ( Read more... )