As auditions approach, I start to feel really nervous about them, like I do about everything. Then I realize that I'm gonna go in there and I'm going to play the best that I can and if I am not meant to be at Fredonia and if I am not good enough yet, then that's just how it is going to be. I can always stay here another year or go somewhere else ( Read more... )

Do you love my icon? Because I do.

I can't get over the fact that when you look back on wonderful memories that directly after or somewhere inbetween you remember that the person they happened with is gone and will never come back. As a person I cannot get over that, I suppose that's why I have such an issue. I'm crazy and I know, and I try to think of what I would tell someone who ( Read more... )

And when I see you I really see you upside down. But my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around. If you feel discouraged that there's a lack of color here, please don't worry lover. It's really bursting at the seams, absorbing everything, the spectrum's a to z. This is fact not fiction, for the first time in years. And all the ( Read more... )

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Outage of 2005

During the outage I discovered this thing called a pencil that can write in this thing called a notebook.

What did you do?

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Do you ever get the feeling that if you had changed the smallest thing you've done in the past, that your life would be completely different at this very moment? Maybe it would be better, and hell, maybe it would be a lot worse. It's frightening to think that the smallest thing that you do in your life can have the biggest effect. I wish I knew if ( Read more... )

I'm scared.

Love can fail...it failed for me and therefore I don't believe in it anymore.

What has happened ( Read more... )

Let me just say: Today I love life, at least at this moment. Sure, I'm sick, but within a half hour my mom will be coming home and I can sit around and watch tv with her and as underestimated as that is, it's wonderful to me ( Read more... )