I feel like you're giving me insight and I know where you're taking me. But with each new endeavor where I gain knowledge, I feel completely lost again. What are you saying with this? I won't fret. I won't fret at all. I'm good.

Everything is good. Just a little tired from the work day. This is the busy week, I tells ya. The holidays are here. Things are changing job-wise. I'm saving money for school. I'm cleaning my live space, but once again. Anyways, another year is ending and I actually got some goals done. I'm glad I did. I'm glad I've progressed and succeeded in so ( Read more... )

I was offered a suggestion today by a coworker that sat through my long boring story about losing love. I know. I know... I'm 90% over it, but the last 10% is the fucker that won't leave me be. I want to live my life without the thought of her in my head. I need closure. I don't think I've ever gotten it. I can't confront her because we all know ( Read more... )

So, the tat is going to wait for a little while longer. Same thing goes for my guages depending on how my ears have healed up. Actually, I'm still stuck on whether or not to get the tattoo this weekend. We'll see.

I had a lot of crap on my mind and now I don't really feel like saying anything. Maybe later.

My prints are apparently sucking real bad. "Too dark! Not in focus! Only decent picture you have is freaking blurry!" shouted my professor. Just kidding. The guy's real nice and he didn't shout at me. I need to figure out though, why my pictures on not coming out as sharp. It's driving me insane. My eyes must suck real bad. I don't know. Ha ha. I ( Read more... )

Procrastination is killing me. And I'm getting rather tired of it. It's really hard to fall out of the habit. I wouldn't be so exhausted right now, if I didn't procrastinate ( Read more... )

This weekend I realize many a thing. And I've come up with some realizations. When you don't look for it, it comes to you. Stop caring. I know. I know. Trust me. It sucks, but this is where patience comes into play and is vital. Now, that is for relationship wise ( Read more... )

Why are you all complicated? Each one of you that I meet is complicated and makes things even more complicated. It's all fucking mind games or some bullshit. It's fucking frustrating. I'm tired of this shit. I want to go somewhere where you aren't all complicated. I just understand you all.

What was once held so close ( Read more... )

I'm sick ( Read more... )