it is not a drug habit. it is a "i don't want to be depressed anymore" habit.

so fuck off and mind your own fucking business.

i swear i swore you off forever
...then you come around

this love is going to drag us down

leave it to me to get with the girl from cali, who is only visiting, and going back TOMORROW.

she's qt as fuuuck too. bummer. :(

a year and a half, and you decide you don't have time for a boyfriend? hahaha.

atleast now i can go to cupids revenge instead of doing something for you birthday :)

wow...

i had a dream that i killed myself last night.

fuck.

don't do this to me.

dear seroquel,

you are a SAVIOR on the days we need to stay in.

- love sic

jajaja. i love being knocked out for a whole day. w00t.

every bone in my body breaks for you
believe me, cuz by now i can barely move

i am a boy that likes to get used
i take it easy, but i like the abuse
the things you do have me so confused
to the point that i want to get over you
and if i found myself in the same situation again
i promise myself that i wouldn't do this
over and over and over again
yes i know, yes i know i'll be just fine

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