im tired ( Read more... )

ok.
i have been here for almost exactly a month
and now more than ever i need to get out of here
i need to go home.
all of a sudden everyone is driving me crazy.
i need to get out
i need my old friends.
i need my house.
i need real food

okay ( Read more... )

everytime i sit down at my computer
and even begin to try to write an entry
i am at a loss for words.
i guess thats a good thing
but i kind of miss wiring coming easily

the other day i had to write a paper and i could only choke out 2 pages.
seriously
2 pages?!
but whatever

im doing good
and thats all that matters right?

I feel so disconnected ( Read more... )

shit, I am im college!
this is so weird.
I feel so weird and lost without everyone only a short drive away..
bahhhh

decorating is really fun, but I feel so disorganized haha
my roommate is nice,
I havent really met anyone else though... :(
sad.

I hope everyone in the 'paign is happy
I MISS YOU ALL ALREADY :)

i cannot believe i leave for college in like a week ( Read more... )

i sat down at this and tried to write a meaningful intense entry like everyone else
and then i realized that i have no energy or enough feelings that havent been heard before 
to write something meaningful.

i would like to think that summer has come with a revalation
but alas it has just come with stupidness and hatred 

i dont even have words right now ( Read more... )

i forgot how much i missed and loved some of my friends :)