Soundtrack To Your Life ( Read more... )

i have realized i am a very angry person this year.
and i hate that kt is always angry
so i am going to try to change that.
my sister pointed it out
and i got mad at her
and told her she was a liar..
now i realize that i get mad alot easier than i used to..
dang.
this is my xmas wish / new year resolution
become less angry.

can everyone please just love each other ( Read more... )

sigh
i love basketball
it makes me soo happy.

yay.
:)

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i went to my friend's dad memorial service today ( Read more... )

i thought i was happy
but then i just always feel sad.

last night was fun for the most part. :)
that made me happy

i think i am happy.
stress but happy.
i told my sister how i felt.
me and kt talk again semi normally.

no finals :)
im looking forward to it already
now for the present
full of homework..
tests..
and stress.

but im happy
and thats all that matters..

now everyone else can become happy too.
k?
please?

 my life is falling apart and there is nothing i can do to stop it..

im depressed.
my mom is depressed.
we are such a happy family..

ahh
why is this happening..

i dont want to go to college without a best friend..
i want emily to come back so we can sit and cry together..
i need someone to understand
i need someone to sit with me and not need me to talk..
i ( Read more... )

college apps are helping me find myself,
but are also making me worry about my future..
who know that evaluating a risk, could lead into a personal stament about my fatih.
wow..
this is deep.

now i feel more lost than ever