its not set in stone yet but im pretty sure about it. She was very impressed with my resume and tommorow shes going to call me about hours and shifts and possibly a managment postion! I think this will change everything. Everytime i work i lose weight, my depression levels off, and on top of that, i'll have more money! Even if i don't make ( Read more... )

If i could grant myself one wish it would have to be the ability to write a blog that for once in my life that would be positive. I hate the fact that I never have anything good to write about. Am i so lost in all the negative that I can't see the great things in life? Maybe so! I hate that people probably label me as the emo type. The truth ( Read more... )

so i have DDD aka Degenerative Disc Disease! Might i just say, "FUCK YOU!" to everybody who thought i was just whining and complaining about nothing ( Read more... )

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i can't get that shiny toy guns song out my head, House of Spooks!

im so bored. Thats the story of my life. We are down to one car and kurt takes that to work. Theres not really anywhere to walk to and i don't have a bike seat for anna. Things have been pretty chaotic. It seems like every october is chaotic. ironically our anniversary is coming up. haha Thats Chaotic in itself ( Read more... )

ever just want to go in a room witha bunch of glass bottles?

Don't you just want to walk in, scream at the top of your lungs and then break all the bottles?

Thats what I want to do. That sound good to me. Yea.

I am the woman I feared when I was a girl. Whats happening to me?

i've been in denile about this for so long but im finally realizing that everyone is an asshole. EVERYONE! Including myself but on a much lower asshole level. Im pretty nice to just about everyone. I am mean but only when i feel ganged up on or other situations similar to that ( Read more... )

im screwed out of a few thousand dollars. Insurance only pays off the loan. It doesn't replace your DOWNPAYMENT ( Read more... )

My car was parked outside my house and a united cab plowed into the back of it. It's a 2007 corolla with less than 15,000 miles on it. It almost flipped over in the air but the tire hit the curb and stopped it from doing so. Called NOPD at 9:30 still not here and it's almost 1am. IM tired, stressed out and mad. Im sure the tranny is fucked ( Read more... )

Why can't I find a nice doctor? This is the second ortho i've gone too and hes the meanest of them all. He got all pissy cus anna was crying when i had to take x-rays, then he was rude as hell to me after that. He gave me this crap medicine for pain that makes me have very bad anxiety attacks, dry mouth, and the itchies! I called and asked for ( Read more... )