i am happy

hold shit i havent written in what feels like ages ( Read more... )

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yeah i feel better now considering i know whats going on and not. and im a freak so i make everything more complicated than it is.

i really should be on some kinda meds...

<3me.

wow. long time no.....type.

yeah. my other personality i guess this is?

i wish i had one that was just private so i can write about this awesome highligh of my life.

hahaha here comes a friends only entry. (meaning like just lindsey pretty much!)

holla.

i take forever to update my journals. and i have a feeling this one isnt gonna fly, which is sad cuz i love it. meh ( Read more... )

damnit.

stressing about the show.

im afraid if it's not good chris won't want to come back.

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the only sound that comes from my mouth is violent coughing ( Read more... )

only writing in here because i want to see what the hell it looks like so i can change it around.

tonight is the night!!!