shattered :(

[carriemeaway]

 I am soooo tired lately. I know a lot of it is down to my not eating enough, of course, but I just seem to be much more unable to carry on with life/work while restricting than I used to be.

WTF is that all about? Go away old age :(

Work is hard today. Can't wait to get home and go to bed.

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sorry

[fionaapple27]

I know how you feel...
Lately I've been so tired and unhappy too. I can't quite put my finger on why..I mean..I know why, i'm not eating enough...but I just can't seem to do what i know i should do in order to stop these feelings of sadness. It's like i almost start to like these depressed feelings or something. I'm confused. I'm sorry though..feel better. Here for you!

Re: sorry

[carriemeaway]

Yeah, I guess lack of food and energy is bound to contribute to depression. For me, restricting in general makes me happy, then the lack of energy causes depression, but then it's too difficult to eat which just makes depression even worse. Sucks, right? I'm sorry you're feeling the same way. I'm here for you too!

Re: sorry

[fionaapple27]

Ya..it def contributes..I'm starting to notice it more and more everyday. Everyday..it's like..i find more reasons on why I should eat...and just tryyy...try to have the opposite kind of control that i execute now with my food constriction. But..of course..i don't change. Hope your day got better.. my quiz kinda sucked haha..prob got a C. oh well..next time

xo