...no write ( Read more... )

 I don't know whether to cry or to throw a good old fashioned temper tantrum.

Somebody has really really hurt me today; I should of course tell her, but what do I do???

I turn it in, I keep it to myself, I blame myself, and....I skip lunch. Of course! Because that's what you do when somebody else is in the wrong and does something awful.

I am FUCKED ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so upset with somebody that you wrote them many edited letters which were never sent..?? I have a friend called Kate whom I have so much to say to but can't. So I'm writing her a letter which I'll probably never send .... Could I ever send this ( Read more... )

 I'm in bed at 9.50pm on a saturday night...alone (hubby is away). I'm such a f'ing loser! Those 2 glasses of wine I had with my friend last night actually gave me a rotten hangover. Lightweight much???

I feel so ooolllddd!!

I want to watch a good movie...any suggestions?? Going to try download something...

 I hate this time of the month, 1 week before my period...I always put on 1-2 lbs and every time it freaks me out. I'm bloated like a mother fucker, and even though I know I'm probably the only one who sees it, it still bothers me.

Sucks...

 I have a reeaalllyyy bad feeling I'm getting the winter vomiting bug :(

And I'm disgusted with myself that all I'm thinking is "way hay I'll probably lose a few more pounds now"!

Fucked. UP!

 I am soooo tired lately. I know a lot of it is down to my not eating enough, of course, but I just seem to be much more unable to carry on with life/work while restricting than I used to be.

WTF is that all about? Go away old age :(

Work is hard today. Can't wait to get home and go to bed.

 I'm getting a migraine ( Read more... )

 Down by 1lb today, wooooo hooooo (and also, uhh ohh)

Ho hum. It's almost the weekend. Finally!

 New year, new start? Hmmmm, let's see. First thing I'm going to do it to try and R.E.L.A.X! Not to get so stressed about every little detail. I'm not sure HOW i'll do that yet.

Spent the christmas/new years with the in-laws, which was really really stressful. It was too long to be there. The "you eat like a bird" comment came up an awful lot. I ( Read more... )