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[carriemeaway]

 I don't know whether to cry or to throw a good old fashioned temper tantrum.

Somebody has really really hurt me today; I should of course tell her, but what do I do???

I turn it in, I keep it to myself, I blame myself, and....I skip lunch. Of course! Because that's what you do when somebody else is in the wrong and does something awful.

I am FUCKED

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[sillysallyfckup]

I know what that's like. I am always blaming myself and self-destructing even when logically things are not my fault.

Throw a temper tantrum! And then cry! Or do both at the same time! I imagine it would be very cathartic. And you deserve to have some catharsis instead of just turning all of these feelings in on yourself.

I am sending positive thoughts your way. <3

[carriemeaway]

Thanks! Though I'm at work, I probably shouldn't throw a temper tantrum here, lol! I can't wait to go home and scream into a pillow or something!
I wish I didn't turn things into myself so much. It's so damaging, and I can see that...I can see how it's damaging all of you girls too, and it's like...will I ever be any different? I don't think so. Sigh.
Thanks so much for the positive thoughts :)