who knows...sometimes there is nothing you can do about anything...love ya's

Okay so looking back now I see where it all went amok I'm an idiot. What on earth would I have done if I messed up perfection for another not to mention for a friend? I know that literally makes no sense at all to anyone but me its something for me to remember nextime I go stupid...lol whats meant to be will be. Wow okay so I fell hard ( Read more... )

Wow check it out my livejournal account is still active...lmao WELCOME TO 2007 very exciting!!!

Sometimes worry isn't worth it, and what then? Where do I go from here? The world passes me by on a hourly salary of $7.25 and I can't help but wonder is there something better happening to someone else ( Read more... )

Okay so it's official, the summer heat is here i thought i was going to swelter today at work. Seriously though if you have to be hot as balls can't you at least spent that time outside getting a tan? God i'm tired I was up late catching up on some of the reading i failed to do during term...thus my guilty conscience has gotten the better of me ( Read more... )

okay color me all giggly...that birdflu stuff is just to much i can't help but laugh...i was reading some of the postings on the UCF journal blog thingy or whatever and the one about the birdflu lockdown was enough to make me pee my pants (i was able to control myself tho simmer down now...lol) I called out of work today to help take care of my ( Read more... )

hostile though i may have been last night my rage was not unwarnted...u are an asshole my dear and don't forget it!!! change is something we all have to do eventually and i hope someday that i can forgive you, till then fuck you and the horse you rode in on...you played me and it is a mistake that I hope this other unfortunate girl does not make ( Read more... )

I just need to know why you lied to me? I was in love and no longer am, and your very right you don't derseve it. You could have shared with me two or three weeks ago and by now I'd at least be tear free. Instead I'll fall asleep tonight knowing that our last kiss was the last kiss. I let you into my world and you broke everything you swore you ( Read more... )

sometimes it would just be nice to know where i stand

omg i totally let this happen to myself...i can't see how i didn't see this coming. sometime i just wonder why i'm not meant to...like that what makes others more worthy of it than me? i can almost answer that myself but i know i'm not gonna like what i have to say. i didn't till just now think that i'd deserve what i'm getting...from... why? ( Read more... )