today i threw out a lot of crap. and by a lot i mean a loooooooooot. my closet dropped a few thousand pounds in weight just from the garbage that existed in my life. i got rid of a lot of things from christmas and my birthday - which i felt guilty about but i justified not keeping them for the typical Waiting Period before chucking them because I' ( Read more... )

this is different. i didn't realize my background had been deleted, so i just changed the whole thing. i really like it though. even though i just plug things in until i get something that looks nice and i don't actually understand what i am doing.

tonight was fun - it's good to hang out with new people.

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september and october flew by. november dragged it's ugliness on forever. december was dull. january things have picked up, a lot.

i think that in the past month of me being happier than i usually am, i have grown even more attached to everything here. for so, so, SO long i fought against commack. i didn't accept it here as my home for almost four ( Read more... )

( reason #87252 why this is the best time ever )

today, well really yesterday now, was unusually fantastic. everything lately has been really, really good. which of course, true to meg style - puts me on edge. i can't be okay with good moods and good friends and having such good times. i always need to find something to be nervous about or at the very least uncomfortable with. since i'm like that ( Read more... )

the next month will be good, i think.

my logic behind this is almost entirely because i want the next month to be good.

and i'd like to think i deserve such a lengthy period of good.

there's a good amount of trivial things i'm looking forward to. and big things. and other things. just things. and everyone needs something to keep them going.

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today i . . .

woke up a lot during the night but was really awake and happy when i woke up.
wore something different that i ended up really liking, alot.
did nothing in school but did a lot after school. consecutively.
became an "active" member of HHS by being one of three returning members at inductions,
and turning pages !
made some new junior friends ( Read more... )

You are my sweetest downfall.
I loved you first , I loved you first.
Beneath the stars came falling on our heads,
But there just soft light, there just soft light.
Your hair was long when we first met.

Samson came to my bed,
Told me that my hair was red,
He told me i was beautiful and came into my bed.
Oh I cut his hair myself one night,
A pair of dull ( Read more... )

the seniors won competition night, the way it's "supposed" to be. it was really exciting to be the first person in commack high school to know because i was keeping score. it was really stressful though, being in the middle of everything and all. i'm pretty sure robbie cavooris hates me after last night. or at least thinks i'm a bitch. but probably ( Read more... )