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[carry_a_zero]

a lot of soul searching since that last entry has led me to a conclusion:

i havent fucking changed.

i clutter my mask with all the different images i want to see in the mirror, that i want people to see, but when it comes down to it, one on one, face to face, i'm no different than i was before i started this quest for self improvement.
i want to be a

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you!

[jillyjac]

I love you for everything you are. flaws are what make us different, are what make us unique and what show we can grow. you are a beautiful intellegent silly sweet amazing cynical and sassy. We can strive for things but if we truly felt we have reached them, then what are we striving for anymore?

Re: you!

[carry_a_zero]

way to put things into perspective. that is a good point.
don't you ever just want to feel whole though? just stop striving?

i guess that's how i felt. but i also guess you're right.
damn you and your insight Jill, damn you!

<3