remember when having 1000 bucks in my bank account meant shopping spree for a month, not 'holy shit i have to save money ( Read more... )

he left this morning ( Read more... )

finally ( Read more... )

I'm not happy ( Read more... )

i never envisioned spending the rest of my life with someone ( Read more... )

dinner and too much wine with the ex boyfriend makes for an entirely too contemplative emerald ( Read more... )

bringing it up is so much easier than keeping it in. my thoughts were overwhelming the other night, so i had a few drinks and decided it was time for a fight. so i got itall out. he got it all out. i decided to go to sleep. we continued it the next day and things have been lovely ever since ( Read more... )

life. ... i'm pretty sure i'm not living it ( Read more... )

to continue with my ongoing Oli thoughts ( Read more... )

things with Oli have been amazing for the most part.

he came out here. we had a great time.

he left to go home on tuesday, i believe, and a 9 p.m. i get a phone call from him, informing me he hit a deer outside of missoula. haha. so i went to pick him up and he stayed here for longer. haha.
so this weekend was the dave matthews concert, so we figured ( Read more... )