despite everything you might have heard, i didn't annoy, force, plead, plunder, stage, faint, overdramatize, sneak, tap, tickle, kiss, bite, pinch, pummel, talk, or grin ANYONE into reviving these here journals. just so we're all super clear on that from the very beginning. everything that has happened between the last time we updated and now was ( Read more... )

ahhhhh i bet you all thought i was dead, didn't you? SORRY. BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME. i've just been keeping busy. kyan and i as you all know moved in together a few months ago and he made me a small closet space i think in the hallway closet but that just wasn't working out so i've been making myself be creative and usefull, and was condensing some ( Read more... )

one of these days i am going to pants kyan in public just to see what he does.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo!

kyan and i went out last night. it was wonderful. it's always nice schmoozing with a ton of celebrities over expensive champagne, talking about clothes. but really, the best part is getting to schmooze with celebrities, keeping a big cheesy smile on my face, while secretly groping my boyfriend, and watching him squirm and keep up that pretty smile ( Read more... )

so. the truth is, I LOVE MY BOOHBAH. and because i love it SO, i decided i needed to share the love. and i did ( Read more... )

this year has been the craziest year ever, not just emotionally, but so physically trying, and career-wise, and when i woke up this morning and looked over at him, and he was still asleep with a day old scruff dusting his cheek and the sheets crumpled up around that angel face, i couldn't help but wonder for a moment or seventeen how the hell i ( Read more... )

i love you so much, and we were kissing at midnight, and there's another year for us.

happy new year's to everyone out there. be safe, be responsible, and have fun. i love you all too.

i have the most romanticest boyf ever.

I SAID YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!