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she wasnt intrested in finding out what was wrong. in the eyes of the ones she loved she saw everything she'd ever want to be. there was never a clean divide. in times she thought there was, had always been the times she'd thrown herself bareskinned and backwards. what she wanted always escaped. untill she dreamt that escaping was what weighed her ( Read more... )

Lastnight my sleep gave my mind ugly pictures... and now today doesnt feel right at all. I feel sick to my gut and hurt. I feel like people smile because of secrets. I doubt. I felt they expressed alot about things, but then again say more about myself. It's weight feels so real. I wish I could just shake its wrap around me... maybe i need to ( Read more... )

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big ice coffeees make my head feel like metal. I went shopping with my mar today and i found nothing. why is this? There are boots i like that are like xpoons.. but i want ones that make me taller. there is nothing to watch on tv ( Read more... )

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these are my colours
to many to make a mirage
to many to forget
the way the light bends
when i see you
maybe i need a trip
to forget the way i need you
when there is just the numbness of white
the cold of black
to show how deep this wound can cut
through my hands
through this moment
forget myself
and come back.....

it seems I have to walk this line again
but noone has the time
but all I have is glazed eyes to show you
how much i need this laugh
this lie
this escape
there is so much of me left in here
i cant run away
i want to give
but all is crumbling
down on this canopy
that feels cut open
race away
from something healed in the morning
die in the night.