Comments | carsss: you were my favourite

carsss

you were my favourite

Dec 17, 2003 22:29

I have nothing amusing to say. Everything seems to be nothing really. Went to the beach today and swam in the ocean, then sat in the sun with a sandy bum. Then went back to james's place and drank goon with tals while ambs confirmed her placement at uni in Canberra. I still dont understand that she is going. I dont think i ever will. I dont want to ( Read more... )

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LOVE saydan December 17 2003, 14:02:15 UTC

I SO know what you mean my beautiful girl..

I was in that EXACT stage you talk about in the second half of your post..at the start of the year.

It all comes together in the end. At least you're doing SOMETHING!...I was a full-time bum. You have Uni...

It all passes and you see things in a different light. Change is good because it helps you get over things and perceive everything differently. It allows for healing.

carsss December 17 2003, 18:15:59 UTC

I hope so my poop. I really REALLY want to get out of this stone phase. Its been getting me so down.. but it seems to be alright lately cos im just not thinking. Im just not doing anything. I hate that I cant feel how lucky I am to have so many things, and not value the things I should. I miss you, Im calling tonight after work. ♥

saydan December 18 2003, 02:29:08 UTC

I hear no phone?
hahaha

Yeah you just need to get past the hardest part..then it's smooth sailing and you realise how great everything around you is that you never noticed before..
like...ants..haha
:)