Well I got back from the hospitial.

They could see anything anything wrong with me, so they took some blood to test it. Which hurt more than it normally does, they had trouble getting a vein.

It might be a one in a million reaction to the anti-depressents.

I'll have to put up with being ill for a few months it seems.

After a month of trying, I finaly told my mum about going to the doctors.

She took it very well.

I am so lucky to have her as a mother.

Brief update.

My illness is acting totaly weird.

It seems to get better and worse quite randomly.

Been ok these past two days, but was really bad saturday.

Took sleeping pills for the first time the other day. Wow that was weird. I now understand why people enjoy taking drugs!

You'd have thought I'd have learned my lession.

But no, like an idiot I made the same mistake 3 times now.

Note to Self: Do not make any more friends, they only exist to hurt you.

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