I went to the doctors again today ( Read more... )

Well after a year and 3 months, I finaly gave blood again ( Read more... )

Well I did it ( Read more... )

Well I'm off to the doctors now.

I am so afraid.

If you don't hear from me tonight, well you know what happend.

Tomorrow is my doctors appointment, I am so afraid ( Read more... )

For a long time something thats stoped me from going to the doctors about my depression is fear of the Mental Health Act.

But I've decided to take the risk.

I made an appointment for next tuesday, god I hope I don't get commited, I couldn't survive that.

Things are not getting better ( Read more... )

Had a odd selection of short dreams this morning, but the one sticks out was yet another rape dream ( Read more... )

I don't know how it happened, I certantly haven't been looking for it. But somehow I think I've fallen in love with someone ( Read more... )

Another dream log ( Read more... )