well...only one thing to say really I LOVE MY LIFE!!
JOSH AND I are doing great! i love him more then anything in this world.
i would be lost with out him in my life. nothing really important to say other then I LOVE YOU JOSH! nite nite all oh new phone 321 368 8915 call it!!!

loving someone isnt easy but i do it bc he means the world to me. loving someone takes some learning ( Read more... )

okay so i just got home from work...another day another dollar. work is work and im just ready to get back to school and stuff. i cant wait to start the fire academy and all that stuff. things with josh are good. i love him with all my heart and times get hard but i love him and thats teh bottom line. So tomorrow is his grad. and all that stuff. ( Read more... )

okay so i just need to let something outs. im here in room just thinking and thinking some more. about my stantards and stuff like that. things i hold myself too. and then i started thinking about josh and how he meets them and in what ways or ways he doesnt. and the two biggest things are the thinigs i fear him have problems with. first just being ( Read more... )

almost 5months me and josh go us!!! yay! will update more later kids. oh and go Robotics

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JOSH IS HOME!!!! yay!!

so i just want this week to be over. its been just one big blah. and im just not feeling the this week at all. nothing really went wrong or unplaned just idk. not the carter mood that im always in for some reason. people seem to be in a mood this week, dont know why just everybody seems to have something thats pissing them off. maybe if i stay in ( Read more... )

friday was fun not sure what i did but fun,saturday was with josh and went out to dinner had the best night ever. sunday was blah. tomorrow should be a good day. work is going to be good. i dont want to write about my love life/problems on here bc josh reads it now so if you want to know just ask i dont mind talking to people. hope all is well ( Read more... )

IM starting to think that im putting to much into this relationship so soon that im going to get really hurt...