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should be tired and sleeping. things are never as easy as i imagine them to be. i'm still not a good communicator. i think we just need to communicate better/more. i don't like having certain rules, but if they act as training wheels, i guess i can't, or shouldn't, argue against them. -
issues in my head
inside my head, i always think i care not about what ppl think about situations where i feel that i'm ok in but i guess sometimes i really do care (more than i should) about what ppl think or just how certain situations look. i don't like letting feelings of inadequacy bother me. like i always tend to dwell on what's negative and could/should be ( Read more... ) -
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so i have this leftover peach fruity yogurt freeze from verde that pham put in the freezer the other night. i pulled it out and let it sit for a bit before i got impatient and got the bright idea of trying to eat it like a popsicle. pulled the straw out and since it's got a point, i started hacking away at the ice.... which surprisingly crumbled ( Read more... ) -
still waiting...
flight should be touching down in 5 minutes. i should have showered first. =P oh well ( Read more... ) -
i probably write differently than i talk huh?
i don't really talk to people anymore. not unless there's something serious going on or needs addressing. i feel like i've been trying to blow by and get through things until i can get to lie down by green pastures and rest beside quiet waters. only i find i kind of struggle against that even though that's what i know i need. kind of like ( Read more... ) -
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u know what would be kinda cool? livejournal trackers hahahaha someone hook me up. -
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glad you made it
i think... just having at least one person see what i felt here was enough. i have it saved for later in the event that it ever does become appropriate to share.
edit:: frick. just as i took it down, it got seen. oh well. there's some humor in that at least -
emoness
i have so many thoughts running thru my head i don't even know which to start on. some good some bad. all i know is that none of it is all that important and that i've kind of lost touch with what is. i wish i had emo ppl to walk with. -
inside my heart i love God
you are my joy you are my joy you are my joy you are my JOY.
i am so low yet God is still so wonderful.
when the david crowder band played that song with the lights and everything, i was just blown away with the intensity of his love/feeling/emotion for God above that came through in his voice.