Wow, it has been more or less one year since I last posted in this thing. Things have changed much, and yet much has remained the same. I am still with Greg, who is wonderful and so supportive and loving. I am lucky to have such a great boyfriend. Yes, still boyfriend, as we are not engaged or married as of yet. There have, as is always the ( Read more... )

I miss my old friends, my old friend, my ability to make friends, I think I will make friends with my abilities and then new friends will inevitably be made.

you know what I was thinking about last night? my ten year reunion. It should be held in about a year, if my classmates organize it. That made me think about my life, and what it has amounted to so far. I have certainly had a lot of experiences. I have been to and lived in different places, rather than just staying put in Indiana. I have met ( Read more... )

People want you to be what suits them, and they don't understand who you are or appreciate your gifts...all your painstaking efforts go unseen. Some being out there is taking note, but it is not a human being. Unconditional love probably doesn't exist but in the realm of the parent child relationship. So those of you who hate your parents are ( Read more... )

I wish I had something to really believe in. Other than my faith in God, because, yes, I believe there is a God, and I pray to this God, especially in times like this in my life. Outside of that, I want something to really be passionate about and work for. Something really important that will leave my mark on this life. I am going, from now on ( Read more... )

Hi, my boyfriend and I broke up because we just don't get along the way we should, and we had lost the happiness we once had. I feel badly, of course, off and on it is terrible. And yet, I know that life is too short, and I just need to apologize for any pain I have caused him, be thankful for what I have learned, and let it go. I am not the ( Read more... )

I know I haven't updated this in 18 million years, but I pretty desperately need to at this point. Things on the surface of my life are going well. I have a job finally, at the Bryn Mawr College bookstore, though it is temporary. Still, it is enjoyable, but that is why it is not important to talk about. If I am to use this journal for what a ( Read more... )

I have to update on this journal because those I deal with on a daily basis subscribe to the "other" journal I write in. So, here goes...Greg (my boyfriend) had a dream last night that Ryan (Greg's best friend) and Nicole (Ryan's fiancee) were here in Hanover with us on our trip to visit his parents. Greg accidentally tripped upon entering the ( Read more... )

Why do all of you guys, even the best of you, have to be disgusting perverted pigs? Even those who supposedly can remain faithful can't seem to see how hurtful it is to look at porn and get aroused by another chick. I am certainly sexy, interesting, beautiful, funny, loving, caring, creative (if you know what i mean) and yet still porn is ( Read more... )

My brother is moving back to New York City very soon... he wasn't as happy here as he might be there, and he will be starting Blue Man Group in April anyway. At that time, who knows where they will send him? Stockholm? London? Toronto? Vegas? He has no idea, and I think he is right in spending his possible last days in this area for some time in ( Read more... )