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caseofemergency

Today i decided i am truly insane....

Nov 10, 2002 15:48

I don't even know what to do with myself anymore.....i have felt like something missing and i haven't even stopped to realize what it is till now. Imagine having a dream you put 3 years into and its all gone and back to square one. I miss music so much, I don't know what to do with myself. I have wanted to be in music since i was 5 years old.....it ( Read more... )

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You need a diaper change! anonymous November 11 2002, 09:03:32 UTC

Why is it in your posts that your happiness seems to be everyone else's responsibility? No serious musicians in Cincy? That's a load of crap and you know it. You just haven't met any or there are none your age. Also, having been to other cities, I ahve a few choice coments about the Christian music scene in Cincinnati, but you'll have to ask me about that.

Don't whine about not doing what you want to, go do it! Go out there and show everyone you're serious, the serious ones will come to you. Whatever you sow you will reap.

Joe

Re: You need a diaper change! caseofemergency November 11 2002, 19:09:54 UTC

Happyness is a thing that comes and goes, who controls it.......who knows. I write what i'm feeling on here not what the truth is or how things are, just my pure emotion, i could say "Man I wish i was dead", that doesn't mean i will kill myself tonight cuz i would never do that. It's just emotion speaking and thats what I write on here for. Are there serious musicians in cincy? Who knows...i dont know everyone in cincinnati, but from my emotional persepctive there are none cuz im fed up with looking ( ... )

Re: You need a diaper change! caseofemergency November 11 2002, 19:12:00 UTC

and i dont appreciate being called a baby for being honest about how i feel... I would like to see a baby live my life for one day....

a little awkward cosmicguppy November 11 2002, 20:04:34 UTC

You probably have no clue who i am. so allow me to introduce myself. my name is jake smith, i'm friends with sarah, and the twins, and we probably have many other mutual friends that we don't even realize. I pretty much stumbled across your journal through many others, and i couldn't help but read what you had to say. as i read i couldn't help but sympathize with how you feel. don't be troubled friend. everybody will have low times, and those low times can be so hard i know, but as children of God we have a choice to make. While in a slump we can lay there hurt and in pain waiting for God to pull us back up, or we can fight against the wounds or battle scars and pull ourself back up to the Father where we can rest and regain our strength. I understand your hurt and pain brother, it is hard to move past. Be strong though, don't ever belittle yourself. You are a christian, stand firm. you have all the power neccesary to overcome this life. Lift your self out of this pit and give glory and praise to God for the strength and encouragment ( ... )