haha wow... so recently.. everything has been amazingly wonderful. like... i dont even know how to explain it. well minus the fact that im very fucking sick.. i dont think being drunk right now is helping though... haha oh well. tonight was okay... things seem to be so much better..

i dont want anything to change... i love right now.

♥

so i decided.... i should prbably stop smoking so much pot. like seriously... ive been high 5 nights in a row! this is noooo good.

and i havent seen garrett since valentines day. how odd.

You love the way i look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if i give in
My life
My pride is broken

You like to think you're never wrong
You have to act like you're someone
You want someone to hurt like you
You want to share what you have been throughYou love the things i say i'll do ( Read more... )

More Than Ever
I Need To Feel You
More Than Ever
I See The Real You

all i have to say is: thank you jason. i dont cry much anymore, and i appreciate you being there for me tonight. i love you lil bro!

maybe one day everything will be normal again... but for now im content. some people are really stupid sometimes.. and yea i admit ive done some pretty fucked up things.. but there is a time when i draw the line.. and that line was drawn.. and i never crossed it. so get over it ( Read more... )

It's amazing what kind of power you have over me ( Read more... )

ok i slept from 1:30 til 10... and im still dead tired. why?!

and i think garrett got me sick. =(

ok im gonna take like 3 seconds to express my anger...

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

k.i still dont feel better, but you know. i hate how some people can fucking go through mood swings and change so fast. its like, one day everything is perfect.. then next, its shit. like what the fuck?!

best friends means i pulled the triggeri ( Read more... )

no more getting drunk for me after last night. not good.