not a fan of the holidays now a days. I'm trapped inside of a cyclone of mindless drones, just wanting to feel at home. These are not merits of our love, but standars leading us one from above. Call me an empty saint but i am not to blame for a families fortune, candles and coffee, lights and bafoons.

I am going to put the blankets on the windows ( Read more... )

im concieved of the two eldest and two most fucked up of their generatiohn. and i do not dig it at all. im forced to be happy. i just want it fo be natural. the natural happy people seem to be having way more fun than me and its a total buzzkill for me to watch that. another thing, i hate how i just dont comprehend things and im gradually learning ( Read more... )

bottled. send me out to sea.

Skateboards are made of wood. Beer is made of good stuff. Love is made of what you make of it. Love is skateboarding.

I honestly went back and looked at one of my old live journals. and some of this one as well. I really thought i had it hard? I dont see why i did think that now that im here today. I really was good at making attention for myself and people actually talked to me. Now that im somewhat more shy and a more decent hearted and polite person. I think ( Read more... )

Sometimes i have so much to say, that i dont say anything.

Im stoked. what are females?

uhhhh i really dont know. I just love to skateboard, im having a decent time with life right now, it is very enjoyable and soothing. i need to pick it up a little bit and start throwing my carcass down things and eating shit once in a while. its fun, and im getting scared of it. i have to slam myself back into reality, so that i can walk around the ( Read more... )

i got a new board, it feels crisp and clean and gooooood.