it's been ages since i've posted on my livejournal. AGES! i really have nothing to say. i'm miserable as always. certain things of course make me happy, but i don't think there's anything that really makes me happy. i don't think i can really make the effort anyways. i just want to leave ( Read more... )

my mom told me i should've kept the mustache. yeah, i should've kept my porno mustache after shaving my sides and beard.

I've been reading this book: The Secret History of the American Empire. It's a really awesome book. I've been pondering my life path, like what I will do after the next few years. This book is really fascinating. I just love learning about how the US corporatocracy manipulates other nations and power in order to make great profits. I've always ( Read more... )

i think that's my most popular subject...along with wow

i have to get up at 4:30 tomorrow to get to the airport for a 6:30 flight. i am soooo excited.

do you ever feel like so lively and unable to sleep. it seems to happen to me all the time. i get sleepy, but it's not the right time for me so i decide i need to stay up longer. all of a sudden i get wrapped up in this or that, and i can't fall asleep. well, it's getting light out.

It's not easy. Everyday I plan on doing something, but I semi-intentionally do not do it. It's like I purposefully do thing I do not want to do. May be I should set out to do stuff I do not want to do. I guess my brain gets the best of my conscience. A big problem recently has been sleep. I have had a really bad sleeping problem. I can't seem to ( Read more... )

ever make stupid decisions that you're not proud of and like you condone, but you still feel bad because you did it? that's how i feel right now. i feel really low, and i feel really lucky.

well, my parents have been hassling me to get a job, so I probably will have a job interview for a bank on Monday. I don't really want to work, but I kind of want to work in a hotel. Like a hotel office or something. I guess that would be cool. The Ritz is owned by Tata now, so may be my indian-ness will have an in there. Anyways, it'll be nice to ( Read more... )

while i didn't think i was going to get an A in accounting becuase of the final. and the final went WELL. I'm pissed because I needed an A real bad, and the little things I didn't may have cost that.

drink to get wasted

get caught by the RA and get written up

drink some more

see someone crying in the hall, and try to help them

sleep

wake up too early

pack all day

start driving home

get tired

go to sleep

wake up

start driving

feel tired

take a nap

continue driving

my mom get's a ticket (probably my fault)

i'm so glad to be home.