I am beginning to really envy those who can go to work day in and day out and just be fine that that. I mean, how the fuck can you really stand doing the same thing day in and day out year by year working for someone else, just hoping you have enough to not have to work at Wal-Mart when you’re 80. Sorry but I just can’t, as much as I try, seem ( Read more... )

So ive been thinking a lot today. And pardon me if this doesnt make a whole lot of sense....its my first day off in a while and im not in the most sober state ive been in lately to say the least. But lets examine the facts of thanks giving. This is the one day a year when people get together with family/friends to reflect on the past and be ( Read more... )

So i rarely ever come here anymore. I guess just when i feel like writing, or when i have nothing else to do. Lately I have been just about a mix of everything i can think of. Last Saturday we shot our music video with Nik and Kelly, which was rad. I've been working like crazy...well not really...just 40 hours a week. But i start at 6:30 am ( Read more... )

So I lately see my life kind of on hold. Which is wierd. I have a new job, it pays alright, and the people are nice. The new cd is comming along good. But i feel like things aren't progressing in my life for some reason. I miss being on tour. I miss not being in this little apt. by my self. Also i feel like i am stuck in a rut on my writing ( Read more... )

I officially hate worrying about money. I've found 2 jobs since i got back from tour....i quit one because they are scumbags and rip people off...and the one i have i seriously doubt will cover the expences. The main thing to me is i have found my passion in life....the one thing i am happy doing...the one thing i know i couldn't live without.... ( Read more... )

So after three weeks out on the road im back home. In some ways I'm happy to be back...mainly being able to actually sleep in a bed....but I am going to miss being able to wake up with nothing more to worry about past getting to the next town on time and playing well. As far as tour goes it was a fucking amazing time! And it flew by. Anyways im ( Read more... )

So we leave for tour in like 3 weeks and it can NOT come fast enough.....Here are the dates...Specific info as always is on
www.cheapsexpunks.com


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So i came across this band the other day and i am really suprised. It's Paul Russo's(Ex-Unseen) new band.... TOTALLY not what you would expect coming from someone who used to be in The Unseen, but i really like it. If you want to check it out here is a link....

www.myspace.com/paulandthestrings

You know this hurts more than I can say. I was so excited and optimistic about starting over, and about doing it right this time. But i guess i just can not measure up. I did my best, and im sorry for any shortcommings i had in this. I wish to God this could be different, and I wish there was something i could do....but I can't. One thing i ( Read more... )

So this weekend has been both good and really hard for me. I met my biological mother for the first time on friday. She is so nice, and it was wierd seeing someone who actually is blood related to me. Thats something i had never seen in my life until then. Being able to look at features on someone and see that some features i have came from ( Read more... )