So me and Shawn are back together.  I havn't really talked to him much since we got back togethr but i talked to him the other day online for a few min.  he says he misses me so hopefully things r going to be ok.  i wanna see if he wants to hang out on saterday but he hasnt' called me or been online much when im on.  idk...hopefully i talk to him ( Read more... )

So my life sux right now

besides almost failing math...shawn broke up with me

his excuse is that im too shy and that i dont talk alot and i made it seem like i didn't want to be with him...i know im shy but after a little while i get over that and im not shy...it just takes time...i hate that he used my shyness as an excuse.  I really liked him.  I ( Read more... )

So right now im praying i didnt' just fuck up my relationship.  So this is what happened

On wednesday i was supposed to hang out with him and so i did wat i had to do at work and then i went looking for him with my coworker jess but i couldn't find him.  I kept looking through most of the time after i finished serving my residents.  When work ended ( Read more... )

Well im bored and kaitlyn is mkaing fun of me again.  she's mean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im a happy person today cuz i got 2 letters and i already read them yay for reading fast.

im reading "The Fifth Child" for my term paper book.  it is really good but weird.  they stuck their kid in an  institution when he was only 2 years old.  that's fucked up.  ( Read more... )

Well since i love kyla very much i'll make another entry.

Well i havn't written in a while so where do i start. hmm

I start skool on aug 28.  the most awaited year is finally here and that is my senior year.  and im going to be 18 next month ya boi!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the senior tye dye party is on aug 25 but i have to find otu the time and place cuz ( Read more... )

Well it's been 2 days since my grandpa died.  The wake is on monday from 4-8 and the funeral is on tuesday from 10 till it's done.
If you dont know the story i'll tell u.  My grandpa was a smoker and he developed cancer and was diagnosed in like september.  I saw him in October and he looked normal except he had no voice and he was talking to my dad ( Read more... )

Well it's officical...this town is so boring and my life is predictible and boring uggg.

Everyday is the same thing....wake up, get dressed, go to skool, come home, talk on the phone, go to work, come home, listen to music, go to sleep and the next day the whole cycle starts again...god i love when i go to the movies with my friends like candace and ( Read more... )

well it's the weekend.  I had to work on saturday.  One of my coworkers says that every1 there is a backstabber but the only thing that has been said about me was that im slow...but hello i just started so of course im going to be slow.

The football game is on right now. It's patriots against cincinati.  Right now it's 0-6 and cincinati has 6 but ( Read more... )

Well me and amanda r talking again...so that's good.

My dad is letting me take drivers ed and he said he's paying for it...so that's good too....

koolness

a total of 4 or 5 of my friends said happy bday without me saying nething and like 7 or 8 ppl total.

school is boring and 11th grade is so fucking hard!!! uggg

Well today was my birthday.  By second period...only 2 ppl said nething to me without me actually telling them its my birthday.  By the end of skool...only 4 ppl said something.  By the end of the night only like 6 or 7 ppl said nething without me reminding them...w/e i guess.

Neways skool was blah...same as usual.  My dad and brother r aruging over ( Read more... )