it's hurtful that my mom doesn't seem to support me. i'm not talking financially i mean dream wise. she's so dead set on me being a fuckin flight attendent i "can't" do anything else. "modeling is just a hobby. acting is just a pipe dream." Goddamn it i DON'T wanna be a flight attendent!!! i wanna be famous. as much as i love movies,tv, and music ( Read more... )

so this weekend turned out to be a Devil Doll weekend! hehehe. went to austin after all and saw her then came home yesterday around 5:30ish. then went out again to see her play in Ft. Worth!! met up w/ mandy and cayla and made a girls night of it. of course we were right up front, lol. Devil Doll reconized us from the austin show. she played for ( Read more... )

http://www.hotels.com/ BLOWS!!!!!!! DON'T USE IT. FUCKIN DRAMA BULLSHIT IS ALL IT IS! i called this morning at 10 something to reserve a room for tonight in austin,tx. me & kalisa wanted to see Devil Doll in austin but our original staying place fell through. so i got us a room. then the ( Read more... )

*squeek!!*

OH SNAP!!!

http://omg.yahoo.com/report:-new-kids-on-the-block-reuniting/news/6009

it's hard to enjoy my new computer that i got for christmas when the fuckin internet is always down!! fuckin thing works when it wants to. i can only get on once a day if i'm lucky. seriously irritating!!!!

i just got bitched out twice in a 15min time frame!!!! goddamn it, WTF?! 1st for not coming to dinner...um, yea i didn't go down b/c i DIDN'T KNOW dinner was ready! no one told me. Mom was too busy talking on the phone and i was in dad's office playin on myspace. dad ate by himself :( then when she got off the phone mom called to say dinner had ( Read more... )

so earlier today i went outside to get in my car to drive around passing out flyers for Nick's show tomorrow. saw something on my windshield...a fuckin ticket outside my own damn house!!!!! WTF?!!? fuckin cops have nuthin better then to do then to go around the neighborhood giving tickets out (for parking the wrong way) when there's actual crime ( Read more... )

got to see Poison yet again last night!! hehehe...rocked as usual! i hope they're still singin in another 20 yrs...by far my fav band to see live. it was my 6th time to see them in concert. YAY! happy mercury! oh and yea i got to meet Bret! the pic of me & him is on my myspace

Jonny played house of blues last nite. Fuckin amazing as always! after the show kalisa & i stood by the stage door and met him. he's sooo sweet!! i told him it was my 6th time to see him live; he thought that was cool. i also told him he needed to come back and play again soon since he's so amazing live, favorite artist to see play. (next to poison ( Read more... )

i love my days off. i can actually get shit done!! woo-hoo....instead of doing nothing at work for 8hrs a damn day.