dude the weather in oakland has been crazy. wake up and its cold outside but the sun is shining. go to work and when i come outside it's practically flooding. and i think in some places its been snowing? it cant snow here!! i dont know how to ride my bike in the snow, man. anyway been taking the bus far far down the street and going to the ( Read more... )

school started again. im taking creative writing, u.s. history, and band. im going down to 4 days a week at work. im living with svet and maree and ive got a big room and a bookshelf. its getting easier to get going and keep moving.

i work at whole foods now ive been working ther like a month. its pretty cool it takes up most of my time though. im moving in with maree in january and that is great! i have a lot of homework to do in the next few weeks. im glad im in school though and im glad im finally feeling better. even if i sometimes feel bad its a better bad not a ( Read more... )

i missed another show because right before i left i got that weird feeling i always get right before i get going. so andrew left without me and im sitting at home reading and watching the hours melt away like all the other days. everything is moving and happening but i feel stuck here in this one spot and i feel like i cant move at all. it feels ( Read more... )

andrew got back from tour for a few days and hes leaving in a few hours to go on tour in europe for another month. dang man that is intense. it was awesome to hang out for a few days though. i'll miss him but it's summer and i dont have to go back to work for another week and my tonsil stuff is almost healed and im gonna eat some pizza and then ( Read more... )

duuude. ive been at my moms house for the last few days just knitting and sitting and sleeping and not really eating. i was gonna go back to oakland today but maybe ill stay here a little bit longer. anyway when i come home i think im gonna take greyhound to san joseeeee. yaaaaaa.. or maybe visit sarah jane in prunedale..

love cassie

my tonsils are out! the hospital was weird. i had to wear a huge hospital gown and the operating room was huge with all these machines and one bed. i can't swallow like at all. its crazy how quickly you can get sick of soy yogurt and icecream, even if theyre usually like the best foods ever. i just hope i can get better as soon as possible.

im about to go get my tonsils taken out. i dont feel that nervous but i have been trying not to think about needles and tubes and stuff like that. andrew called me this morning from boston. it was awesome! he's coming back in nine days for a little while before he has to leave one more time for a month. duuuuuuuuuude. i am gonna eat like so ( Read more... )

yesterday me and pat hung out and made a pizza that tasted a lot like the lanesplitters pizza. then we went to a dog birthday party in the city!! it was for our friend sarah's dog blue. blue turned 2. the dogs were wearing cowboy hats and eating fancy dog biscuits shaped like hamburgers and donuts and firehydrants. you could tell they were ( Read more... )

hung out at my moms and did laundry. drove her car around and bought groceries. me and svet drove to san jose cause hostile takeover and godstomper were playing. and lances band and case of emergency. it was nice to go there after so long. im glad we went and i havent felt bummed in days.