i said i wasn't going to get attached to these people. and i did.
i said i wasn't going to get attached to that place. and i have.
and i can't handle this.

so i cried.

"Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open."
-JOHN BARRYMORE

i'm not sure what to think or say this week.
but i'm afraid if i don't think or say anything it will pass me by and i will end up regreting something.
i am stuck.

on the up side, i've been unusually happy this week.
it was a good weekend, although i'm not sure how much graduation partying is too much. i'll probably end up finding out the hard

i smiled.
i meant it.

it was for me. it was for me.
it was for all of us.

"The delight we inspire in others, has this enchanting peculiarity. That, unlike any other reflection, returns to us more radiant than ever." (from Les Miserables) - Victor Hugo

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What do we live for, if it is not to make life less difficult for each other?
- George Eliot

today was so random.
but i liked it.
i just wish there were more.
i'm always waiting for more.

i'm not i'm ready for much to end or change.
i don't want to let go. this is fine for me, really.

"No, sir. We're fine. We just dropped our box here."
-K Luv

i'm not going to give up.
no one else may understand and i might not even understand.
but i know i have to do this.
for myself.

"A man who wants to do something will find a way; a man who doesn’t will find an excuse."
- Stephen Dolley Jr.

Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today.
- James Dean

i choked.
i'm a quitter.
i thought i was a lot of things, but i never thought i was a quitter.

Being defeated is often only a temporary condition. Giving up is what makes it permanent.
- Marilyn vos Savant

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