i hate it when everything seems to be building up. Lifes just kind of crappy and i don't know how to deal with everything. My self-esteem is at an all time low, so here comes the old routine all over again. No matter what i do differently my life repeats itself. I'm sick of being stuck on this unpredictable and endless roller coaster. Why can't ( Read more... )

I was at this awesome worship thing with all the youth groups in my city, when i realized that it was the 18th of September. So, officially i am 17 and 1/2 today... which means more importantly that its Amandrah's birthday... so, HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY AMANDAH!!! At revolution we were getting ready to pray, and my youth leader Jason told us all ( Read more... )

Hey guys. Mara says hi to everyone... I do have an update, sorry to say its not a pleasant one. Ashlee went to the doctors and she lost the baby... She's pretty upset but she's viewing it as God's plan. She and i both wanted to thank everyone for their prayers. My whole family and i really appreciate it.
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Rest in peace baby Sapienza.

hey everyone. Sorry its been so long since i have updated. I kind of have some bad news. My sister Ashlee found out shes pregnant which is awesome, cause she and Phil really want another baby... but it looks like she might lose the baby and she really could use prayer... so if you could pray for her, she and i would be very greatful. Thank you.
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You think the worst of me and expect me to think the best of you ( Read more... )

i just got back from a camping trip yesterday. Creation festival is the most amazing thing ever. I love it. The first night we went out to the skate park and worshipped for three hours and everyone was just so overwhelmed with the holy spirit and they all cried. It was truly amazing. We sang 'til about 3 in the morning. The next day was pretty rad ( Read more... )

today i got my hair cut by Julie and she and i hung out. We went to Mafe's house and did our hair and make-up, Julie gave me these rings so we have twin rings and hair clips now. Then Mike picked us up and we went to fridays and had lunch. Our waitress was really nice, we colored pictures and i gave her mine. After that we were going to head to ( Read more... )

Creation is coming up super fast. Lil Libby is comming with me, I'm really excited. Things have just been crazy. I really miss christine... one bad thing about creation will be the fact she can't be there... i haven't been to agape farms without her. We'll see how it goes. If it gets to bad I can always head out early with someone ( Read more... )

yesterday was exciting. Bessie is back from Ohio for a week!!! I haven't seen her in ove 7 months and i miss her so incredibly much. I got to hang out with her yesterday and she came to small group, it was so enjoyable. She made me whole week that much better. I found out that people are talking so much crap about lil Libs yesterday, ugh it made me ( Read more... )

Lifes getting crazy all over again. I'm finding out that one of my siblings is spreading crap about me... i have so much more on that person than they have on me and its taking all that is within me to keep from just telling everyone about them. I hate that feeling, it's like when you get hurt by an object and you get so mad you kick it and it just ( Read more... )