I was kind of upset today and i started going through all my old junk. Well i stumbled across this box that i used to put all my notes in and i found some that i wanted to put on here, because they are fun ( Read more... )

Recently i don't know whats been wrong with me. For some reason everyone and their Mom has been asking if i have an eating disorder (jokingly and seriously), and also pointing out that i'm "losing weight". I really am not getting skinnier, i just am wearing bigger clothes because i'm sick of guys looking at me like a piece of meat... I also have ( Read more... )

Why does everyone want to be annorexicly skinny? It boggles my mind. Way back when it was fashion to be pleasantly plump because is showed wealth. When did it change? We go from one extreme to the other. I mean i must admit, i'd like to be that thin too...but i just can't help but wonder why society puts such an emphasis on it? So what if you are ( Read more... )

i watched mara last night and she is so cute, she has so much hair now. I got to go through my brother-in-laws CD collection, and he has soooo many good cd's i love it. So i found a bunch of new bands that i like...i helped them take this shelf to a friends house today and i got home at 12. Claire and i are supposed to hang out, but it doesn't ( Read more... )

I guess things are looking up. I talked to Claire last night, and she cheered me up. It's strange, no matter how messed up things are or how depressed i am talking to her always helps. She's understanding too, no matter what the situation is. I really love that about her, shes such a wonderful person. Speaking of wonderful people i saw my niece ( Read more... )

theres so much going on right now. Not only do i have family problems, personal problems, and problems at school but i'm having friendship problems to now. I just don't know how to handle all this junk going on. I just really need prayer, or help, or something. I don't know. It feels like my worlds crashing down again... i hate it. I try to ( Read more... )

today sucked royally. I have an 8 paged term paper due soon and atleast one test everyday for the next 2 weeks, and i'm just becoming more and more stressed out. Speak of tests, I was making up a test that i missed in math class, so i had to go into another teachers class room. Four guys turned around and started talking about me to my face saying ( Read more... )

Wow, this week has been stress filled. Friday we threw my little sister Hannah a suprise party, and so i had to stay home from school to help my stressed out mom. When the party started audrey and i went to clean the studio which was being used that night, that really ticked my mom off. Saturday i spent time with my Mom driving kids around and then ( Read more... )

Monday i went to younglife and got to hang out with an old friend made new Kelsey, which rocked. I met Jessica who i think is amazing and think that Aaron was completely wrong about. I've really needed to talk to some people and haven't been given the chance and its been eating at me... i really don't know how to deal with it i guess. Yesterday my ( Read more... )

The play was awesome! Friday night my mom got a new car, and we got a van which means the cadallac with the pimp red leather is mine! Wooohooo. Rachel got a new puppy, its adorable, its names Dolly. Mackenzie might have gotten shot and i'm worried. But on the upside we saw Hana's play and she was soooo good, my smallgroup was like WE KNOW HER! it ( Read more... )