Friday night I think I received the most shocking news every. We lost a great person,Justin Mazmanian. God it still takes my breath away thinking about it. I can feel the pain that takes over in my body. Gosh and to think thats whats happening to me, what in the world is his family feeling. I knew Justin through his passion, Baseball. All ( Read more... )

Well i'm saying this is the last live journal enrty!!! YAY!!!!!
So maybe less drama,confusion and more happiness will come!!!!
Ca is back to normal, or well close to it!!!!
Let's try to keep that way and stop all this bull shit and soap opera!!!LOL

well bye to next time :) :):) :):) :):) :):) :):) :):) :):) :)

When will this all stop?

Yesterday did not go as planned, but I had a blast ( Read more... )

Marks' great saying for the week: "you trully will never be happy"

HMMM I always can count on him!?!?!?


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I'm not mad at the world.....I'm mad at God

You can't stop things from happening, everyone's life is planned out....some have a good life,and some have a life like mine or a very bad life. No matter what you do you can't control it... I need to understand that so i can move on and see there is nothing i can do at all there.

From the album "Donny Darko Soundtrack ( Read more... )

I just wish that I had a job, with money and the courage to just pack up and leave for a long time. So the people around me can have a good life, with out the bother of me ( Read more... )

hi this is ca. i am a girl. and girls r complicated. as u can tell. please leave me a comment.

Thanks Shawn for updating my live journal for me!!!!!