Ryte now i'm at James's house watching 40 days and 40 nights with James and Kristina but I've been alot happier now that James is back... When he was gone I was lonely and getting depressed. But luckily he surprised me and came home early So yeah One of the people i became friends with turned out to be a backstabbing bitch it sucks but i'm over it ( Read more... )

Wow .... It's now been 10 months with James... Were doing great ... As of now he's been gone for at least 2 weeks becuz he's up by Gaylord visiting his Uncle Carl his cousin micheals dad. He hasn't seen his uncle in 2 years so he's going to be up there for a month ... he's been gone for a while now. I really miss him but It's his family so it's ok ( Read more... )

What a long time i haven't written....I've been with james for 8 wonderful months.... it's been great ... he's the first person i've ever felt so comfurtable around and have the greatest time even just sitting around ... we spend time together every day and if we can't do that we at least speak on the phone ... every night we say good night sweet ( Read more... )

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Haven't really written well typed anything in a while. So hey why not write shit right now since i'm bored outta my mind. It's a friday night and i'm sitting at home yay ! I could say so much but i really don't know how to put everything down. i guess i will write later once my dad goes to bed. byez

Wow, Last night at JJ's Apartment was so much drama and it was insane. Never thought anything like last night would ever happen. I'm not going to drink around my brother David. The majority of the time i end up drinking with David drama always goes down. It's to crazy for me. I can't deal with all the bullshit. It causes stress and i jus hate drama ( Read more... )

Things happened over the Weekend...Which really don't want to put out all on the table.And My friend Ashley helped me out I might add. I relized I will always have love for my first love. But once you find someone else your falling inlove with... that old love just stays but doesn't matter. Being with the person you love now is the only thing that ( Read more... )

Whoa!! Haven't written in a while. Well I have one more drug screening and one more drug group. Which i'm happy then i guess i have to pay everything off which only thing left to pay is the drug screenings ... i'm going out wit james ... I wish i could love him like he loves me but i really don't i still love brian. my feelings haven't gone away... ( Read more... )

I've been very busy lately... Alotz gone on. I'm now on probation I go get drug screens every tuesday ...and On Thursdays I go to drug groups for the probation. I've been passing all my drug test becuz I haven't smoked at all. I choose not to. This Weekend Saturday the 8th is my birthday I'm really excited. My sweet 16 ! Amanda don't forget to ( Read more... )