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I am seeing in me now, the things you swear you saw yourself.
You know how change is usually good for people? Well, I've never had something change for me for the better. Right now, there's so many little things & a few big things along with that, going so wrong. & It slowly all adds up & it just makes me feel so empty. For the past year, I've just felt so lost & it's so sad that there was only one thing that ( Read more... ) -
I'm still here for you.
Well, I was going to post about all of these things that I cannot deal with & stuff, but then someone cheered me up a little bit. So there's no sense in making myself even more upset ( Read more... ) -
You're not ready, you're not ready, please stop acting like you are.
It's been a looong time. Myspace has basically devoured my brain, but I'm back ( Read more... ) -
When will we gain back the trust we've been breaking
Well, I guess that's the end of things forever. Nice knowing you, well the old you. If you ever feel like going back to being the old you, you can go looking for my number through your trash. =|
When people change..aren't they supposed to change for the better? & Why would someone lie to try to make someone feel better? You're just going to get ( Read more... ) -
Save your breath.
At this point I really don't know what else there is that I can do. No matter how many times I tell him how I feel & how much I care about him, all he does is get annoyed. I've tried & tried to move onto someone else, but it just won't work. He's all I think about, still. I don't want to say that he ruined things for me, because that's not the case ( Read more... ) -
Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head.
Shitttt, I haven't written in here for a LOOOOONG time. & SO much has happened since I last wrote. Like I expected, I'm still wanting Richie. But I was actually dating him again since the last entry. I stayed at his house during the summer for a week; & within an hour of being there, we kissed & he asked me back out. Then we broke up a little after ( Read more... ) -
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
This is where things start getting really confusing. I'm in the middle of everyone's problem, shit..I probably AM the problem. Yesterday, I would say, is what changed a lot of things ( Read more... ) -
I day dream of what might & could come..
...then the truth creeps on me, & I begin to cry ( Read more... ) -
It's never too late to make it right..
I just got off the phone with Richie, he called at 2 am after we talked online..it's 5 am now. & From my last entry, he's the boy I was talking about when I said I miss him & all. Let me tell you right now, I would not stay up until 5 for anyone else but him. I am so extremely happy that I got to talk to him again, but then some things upset me a ( Read more... ) -
Boys can suck my left one!
Yesterday was the Music Festival at Menlo Park. Most of the bands were pretty amazing, I'd say my favorite was Circus Circus. But This Years Anthem was a close second, those guys were so nice. So we just hung out with them most of the day. But of course someone had to ruin my day. Can you guess who ( Read more... )