So it's been years since I've posted anything in here. Wow have the times changed. Going through all of these entries made me realize alot of things, I've definitely changed for the better, but boy has it been a rough road, between boys, my lupus, and just life in general. But you know, I'm happy with the way its gone, I've learned plenty of ( Read more... )

so...yea...whats up people??? nothin here...its been awhile..well...i have a boyfriend right now...woo...shits beeen ok i guess...im going to the rob zombie concert today...I CANT WAIT! im going with savanna (only some of you know who she is :)) well...ttyl...peace

its been a long fucking time sence ive updated...not like anyone reads my shit anyway! o well...worth a try...well everything has been dandy! kinda...just got done with a relationship, and a whole bunch of other shit! brittany, chad, and berry all say im changing...IM 15! of corse im gonna change...im really hyper right now...omg.....HAHA!!...well ( Read more... )

IS ANYONE EVEN FUCKING READING MY SHIT?!

UGH!!! i dont even know how to describe it...what people have done/said to me this week...has made me belive there is no hope for this world in our futur! WERE FUCKED!!!! ugh...im so disgusted on how some people think, or act...my friend got molested today at work and shes fucking 16....and the guys fucking 25 or some shit like that!!! what the ( Read more... )

Well, drama has hit me for the first time ever sence ridgeveiw...and i think i took it well. Me and Britt were going to work (Creepers), I told britt about something that Blake K. said...and she called him up and asked him about it, and it was true...(it was all this bullshit that he would never touch her again cause shes nasty) then he called her ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, your juggalette here. Things are going pretty good. Haven't heard anything about the lupus yet, get tested more on monday. I've been working at creepers for the past week, which has been great! right now im black from the spray paint. Shits going alot better now every sence ridgeveiw...corse...i havent been in school for fucking 5 ( Read more... )

Hey everyone...its been awhile...so whats happend latley, I finally got completely discharged from ridgeveiw, and now I'm sick, not coughing sick...my body is sick. So I had to get alot of tests done, and there thinking its Lupus, which can be very serious at times. Hopefully mine will be treated soon. What has been wrong with me is that muscles in ( Read more... )

well everyone, i'm back from ridgveiw...and for those that dont know, I went cause i tried to kill myself last monday...I'll post the details later.

well i went to the doctors today cause of me not breathing right...Something is fucked up with my sternum! yay! hmmmmmm what to right about...what to right about...? i might not be going to home coming this year...NO DATE...and darn i was gonna look so good this year too...o well me, britt, and lyndsey will probly go, then have a 3some after words ( Read more... )