journal. i dont like this one, i feel a need of change.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/mystingingtears/

i guess i MIGHT up date this one... maybe. but i will take the other one full on. even though no one reads my LJ.

i feel like a fucking peice of shit. i look like crap today,i even put make up on and i look like shit. im in a bad mood, i just wanna talk to someone...idk who. i need to see liam. but i look like shit. oh well. AHH im feeling really anxious. shit. i feel like rideing a bus to the library and hideing in a book or write something. im alone right ( Read more... )

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/antihonda.php

i need some of these. but i dont think anyone reads my journal soo.. yeah it's most likely pointless


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i feel like shit. i dont know really actually i do. it's mostly cause of tess. i am so damn jelious of des it isnt even funny. i want to be her best friend and help her and talk with her untill 1 am and have a million pictures of us togeather to show my childeren. i want this so much. and it feels so far away. i feel jelious and selfish but i also ( Read more... )

Oi. im soooo tired. i baby sat till like 1 am last night. i feel asleep like 20 min. before tony got home. i put the kids to bed at like 8:30 and they really didnt lay down and sleep till 9 cause katie kept wanting things so i had to run up and down the stairs like a million times. and i dont think i was paid enough. cause i worked 8 hours so 5x8= ( Read more... )

yeah. today at lunch me and brenna and liam went to the beaglery place it was fun. yeah geography was boreing. MEH. picture day normal shit. i have to go to tkd today. meh. see ya <33 cassafrass

ok ok so. today was the first day of high school. here is an over veiw of the day ( Read more... )

i forgot to decide what to wear tomarow~~~~~ omg fashion emergency!

tomarow is the first day of school. meh that means i have to get up at like 6 every morning. but school ends at like 2:30 so yeah. im a little anxious but not really. im more happy to be able to see liam everyday. i have to go to the oriantaion thing today and i am bringing tessa cause she is scared. i have a lot to talk about her... but i dont ( Read more... )