I would just like to list out the most current 3 of my (not) relationships, just because my life baffles me right now and I need to see it in writing.

3) Not even a relationship. Random make-out sessions with a recovering heroin-addict who claims he loves me more than any other person, ever. Upsides: he'll always be there, he'll always tell me he ( Read more... )

I mean, what the hell am I going to do if I don't ever put myself out there?
Right?

Do you ever get this crazily happy feeling when you take a chance and it doesn't explode in your face?

I do.
It manifests as this weird little bubble of laughter that creeps up from my stomach. It's really hard to repress.
Hah.
Hmm.

If one day, something awesome has grown from this lame little first semi-conversation about the weather, I will never complain about rain again.

Call me a nerd all you want, but books can really get me ( Read more... )

As much as I love my roommate, and as much as I actually do like the guy she's dating, they're really PDA, and it's really hard for me to deal with that right now.

Smoking a cigarette from my bedroom window, watching my shadow play on the walls of the house next door, and thinking about how little I experienced as a teenager.

Well. Here goes ( Read more... )

holy crap, livejournal, stop being so boring.

Summer Resolutions ( Read more... )

All I want to do when I'm drunk is read Harry Potter.

And TV confuses me, I never know what's going on.
The people on the acne commercials are totally fake. It's not the same people.

::writes, then deletes::
Just kidding, not quite ready to type that bit of information.