No STI - just abnormal pap smear but no HPV. And right now my dad is beyond drunk. He is going to be hung his ass over tomorrow. It's really embarrassing. Not to mention the fact that my bro has a friend over. 

Jesus Christ. Nothing really ever goes my way. Last year I did my lady MD appt and it came back with an STI. I thought I took fucking care of it. Now I check my results online - and it says contact your MD for treatment. WTF?!? Thats not what I want to hear. If their is an issue I want to know what is going on.  I dont want to be told to call my ( Read more... )

•  Finished with college - officially have my diploma
• No job in my field
• Works as a after school "counselor": I've said the strangest things and have heard the weirdest stories in the past three months
• Interviewed as a billing specialist for a big company - not in my field, and means staring at a computer for 8 hours a day - good bye eye sight
• I'm ( Read more... )

so...I'm sick - and feel horrible. Also, I find out either today or tomorrow if I get my dream job in Herndon, Va. All I can say, is all I want for Christmas is my big girl job in Herndon, cuz if I don't get the job Christmas Eve, I will be a sad panda....

1. Travel to Ireland for at least a week ( Read more... )

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Not sure why im feeling depressed tonight. Wanting someone to just hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. That everything is going to work out with my internship and I will have a successful career. But I'm barely close to anyone. Not anyone whose words I will listen to. Every day Pete and I grow farther and farther apart. Sometimes I ( Read more... )

Alrighty. For the past year I've been trying to figure out if one of my TA's was one of three things: a dork, a nice guy, or a douche in disguise. I think I have finally figured it out. To start this story off right, it began Saturday night, when I saw him at Winslow's. Now, seeing a grad student at a bar isn't unusual, but it was just interesting ( Read more... )

alright...so drinking at 3am alone does not suit me. I hate being alone and drinking, but a situation arose which seemed to deem drinking. I won't go into it, but in essence kat made a bad choice and could only go throgh with it drunk. And as a ps. to me, I do not do well with chugging mint tea vodka. It goes down horribly and I end up gagging. ( Read more... )

So, there is a certain individual I have been talking to. Or attempting to. Thing is, I never know what is going on. Like, he will grace me with a response, but when it comes down to actually talking to me about things that are important they disappear. I tried to hang with them today, but they never responded to "can we". So guess who fell asleep ( Read more... )