I finally wrote a new poem! It's called "senseless" ...i wrote it cause last night i was really really depressed and I called Noreen to talk to her but she picked up the phone and " said hey i'll call you back " and i knew that meant "hey i can't talk and i'll leave you hanging waiting for my phonecall"...i felt the worst depression in almost a ( Read more... )

I just finished watching another movie with another happy ending and im fucking tired of that shit,while the movie itself was very funny and good the happy ending where everyone gets what they want was to cliche for me. I'm looking for movies like American History X and SLC Punk. Where everything doesn't end up so happy because that's how life is. ( Read more... )

Whew what an eventful day. I woke up at 12 ( three on the eastern time ) and i wrote some postcards and baked some oatmeal chocalate chip cookies with my cousin Teresa. Then I helped my cousins patch up their roof ( a little piece caught on fire ) and random stuff like that..last night i talked to Noreen and found out that lately she's been really ( Read more... )

hey all....well i went out of town back in and now im in nevada. i went with two of my cousins to Orlando and went to UCF and Full Sail Academy to check out some colleges ...we also went to see Cirque De Soleil ...and it was badass it was the best one I've seen by far...we went to MGM and Disney Quest...blah blah blah boring ! I thought about ( Read more... )

Fuck.... don't know what to do? Michelle.... I would really enjoy one of our conversations right now... I bought the Shinedown Cd today and it's really really good...i saw the video for "45" today and i was like " i have to have that ". Man i'm so empty right now and I don't know where to go ..I could use some help people ...this really sucks ... ( Read more... )

Looks like I'm a do everything myself ( Read more... )

ladies and gentlemen introducing the chocolate starfish ( Read more... )

Yeah maybe i shoudn't be doing this but i'm pissed and sorta depressed , but steve's right next to me :::hugs :::...and so is he ...i found my best friend is in love with his best friend( soap opera ) ...which he doesn't want to jeopardize anthting they have so he won't tell her! ...anyways ...then michelle....says I'm forcing her to like me ??? ( Read more... )

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road ( Read more... )

Well only one person will know what the title means but oh well....this is an indirect message so ..w/e...naw i can't do it ...anyways my cousins came over and we chilled and watched lots of movies together ...they are fun..we even went to starbucks WOO ! ... daydreams .. sometimes i daydream about...stuff i can't have and sometimes i wish i was ( Read more... )