I havent done this in a while. I think it's safe to say what i need to get off my chest because i doubt anyone reads this any more. I think if someone were to tell me that my heart can only weigh less than a few pounds, i'd find a way to disprove him/her. Maybe it's just the movie i watched (in america)...and then again, maybe its more. I can adapt ( Read more... )

:) Today was a good day. It was...heh, it was good. I guess he's just one more reason i wish i wasnt moving. That makes it sound like i expect something to happen. but i dont, i dont mind how things are. i'd be ok if it never happened again, i'd be better if it could, but i realize that a month from now, i'll be gone. it's hard to start anything ( Read more... )

You'd think that it'd be a little harder for him to be such a dick.
You'd think it'd be a whole lot easier for me to be a bitch.

OK. We're moving, it's definately happening. It doesnt feel real yet, so dont get annoyed if i dont seem sad or anything about it. eventually (maybe/hopefully) i will...
anyway, i didnt tell too many ppl in person, mostly cus i feel a lil dumb and i dont really know how to bring it up.

Alright. I should definately feel better than I do right now. I'm dumb. That'll be my excuse. I dont want a freaking reward, and a thank you seems really out of place ( Read more... )

Honestly, I'm not caught in the middle. But I still feel like i am. I'm not being completely honest and sure, i'd like to be supportive of both...but is it worth it in the end ( Read more... )

"I'm ashamed to talk about it, and in a way, thats all I want to do, just get it out of me. get HIM out of me. and as much as I talk, I'd have to talk quite a bit to exhaust every memory of him ( Read more... )

I got rid of you without a tear in my eyes. I have no regrets. You're a burden I've been dying to throw away. Was it ever good? Nah...even with my amazing memory...I cant think of a single time worth fighting for. Out of twenty months, the one memory I will cherish is your mother. To hell with you and the girlfriend you've been lying to. I hope I ( Read more... )

My heart is currently listening to elavator music...it's been put on hold.

If it's right there in front of me, why not just enjoy it! Who knows how much longer I've got 'till I leave it all behind. Everyone has their own lil secrets, no one's perfect.