Well this journal stuff is long overdue. Life has been just way too busy. I am working full time doing courthouse research now. 4 courthouses to do research for and I love it but.... it is a "real" job and takes up alot of time that I used to dedicate to socialization and keeping good connections with people I care about.. That is not good but ( Read more... )

Well I started weight watchers about a week ago. I lost 5 lbs last week I am now down to 195.50 ( Read more... )

Its Christmans - the traffic is unbearable. Poor Jason got stuck in it and couldn't make it to the Olive Garden ( Read more... )

I've been busy working - I guess no time to write in this journal. This will be quick ( Read more... )

Some strange things have been happening in my life lately. I had been feeling like something was missing in my life. Like I had to reach out and make new conncections, new types of friends, genuine friends. (Maybe because of what happened with Cindy) I also was feeling like I needed to explore my creative side - that is why I took the ( Read more... )

Food for thought should I contemplate becoming an Artist ( Read more... )

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Well I didn't take the allergy medicine and hear I am with another ear/sinus infection!

Not much to say ... to busy to write right now.

The friend (?) still didn't call to straighten things out. I guess that shows me where I stand.

I was dumped again. Do I need a brick to fall on my head? I repeat do I need a brick to fall on my head? Obviously I do! I was invited to go out to eat with a friend(?) on Friday night and then again with the same friend (?) on Saturday night ( Read more... )

I found a perfect poem to describe what I should do to forget the work situation that occurred 5 years or so ago and BVNA. I am much better now. Much better than I used to be. I don't think about it every day anymore. The thoughts do come at times though. But the healing definitely has begun. This poem is appropriate for anyone who has felt ( Read more... )